I routed my power through men my whole life, as I was taught to.

And that’s why I chased them, for a taste of my own power.

We have built a society- globally, so it is not just us in the West, it is an energy pervading- where women are subverted by giving their power to men. It is in the culture of every culture. No matter how different from each other, the same base is there—control the women by routing their power through men using fear and abuse.

In Western culture it was the murder of hundreds of thousands of women, brutally and publicly, indiscriminately, that enabled the power shift. In other cultures it is control by governmental forces and law over their whole lives and freedom at the price of death.

And then there is the control the men by having them wrapped up and focused on controlling someone else rather than looking at their own lives and source of power.

Don’t look at the third party who holds the strings of both sides of the power dynamic from above. The energetic party who has created with darkness a system of feed so vast and unyielding that the people who are in it don’t know any different and haven’t for thousands of years.

But you do have a choice.

There is an ancient voice inside your cells from evolution that calls you. You are just afraid of its call, it’s unfamiliar in our culture, so you’ve deemed it other. Different.

You don’t understand its message and its currency of Faith, Creation, Vision. Of Divine Inspiration helping you step out of the paradigm. So you ignore it, Call it crazy. And go back to worshiping at false altars.

We have been disconnected from our God, the source of All.

We have been disconnected from the land and the Soul inside us—both which hold the essence and path back to God.

We have been made to think our God has an image created in the likeness of some man who wanted you to believe him.

God is a Force.

God is Innate.

God is your Birth Right.

Nobody could or should take God away from you by making you stop believing in your own Divinity and in the Divinity of the Earth.

Philosopher Mircea Eliade spoke of Sunlight shining through the leaves of the trees as the Sacred among the profane of Earth. The Earth is full of the Sacred.

It is a choice for us at this juncture in how we proceed through how we act and what we choose to abide by vs. what we choose to question. We can choose to listen inward, we can choose to embody Divinity, or we can keep doing what we know and have been conditioned to do.

We need Faith to keep going, we need connection to ourselves, to God, and to the land to recover who we are. And many of us need healing after being born into legacies of abuse.

Systems have been created to control us by outside spiritual forces. Disconnected, profit driven work that is not on our aligned path, that eats our Soul and our time on this Earth, our most precious resource, and compensates us with emptiness. This is work we should not be doing.

Systems of Beauty and youth, capture and kill the Spirit of women by encapsulating their Power and handing it to men. Where we are trained from birth to give it to them in tiny innocuous ways of princess/damsel culture to large, breaking ways like r*pe culture. No one is exempt, not even those who don’t participate. It is bred into us through fear of our existence, through trying to be Good—through ever only really knowing our power through experiences dictated by and around men and never through our own systems, our own natural experience of it. It is robbed at birth by virtue of the world we are born to.

The front is at Home, the front is inside every individual woman to wake up to her Divine Power. Her unseen Power. Her manifesting ability. Her ability to create wordlessly from the Spirit inside her. Her unique connection to God. Her Powerful embodiment of God. She is the first front. The one entrusted with life. Women, your Power supersedes all physical realm power for it is from your power that all the physical realm is born. Even in Death, you are immortal, because you are Life itself.

Don’t leave your Power on the table. Learn how to use it.

Hear your inner voice. Learn to Trust it. Learn that every born woman is more Powerful than this world even knows and discover that well inside yourself. You are not taking your power back. You are leaving the Power they allowed you on their table, and you are finding your own table and your own True Source.

That Source has been frozen inside while you have been drained. Women you are being called in. When you return to the physical it will be with the swirling mass of the Cosmos around your ears adorned in Light from inside you, and you will be Untouchable.

It is not your tender Devotion or womanly ways that makes you so valuable. It is your ability to see and commune with ALL and your ability to act in accordance with Divine Balance. It is your feral womanhood. It is your open Power. Women you are not free, even those at the top of the chain, your survival is dependent, your power is dependent.

When your Power is inborn, innate, your birth right, you only have to claim it and learn how to use it.